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regardless
03:39
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i do the best i can
every day i get out of bed, have toast with jam
still, i hunger through the day
I snack and I snack yet nothing will chase this hunger away
in the evening i call a friend
we talk about when we think this all might end
then i play piano I play my switch
I try and I try yet nothing will cure this aching itch
chorus:
If there's one thing I know
I don't wanna, ever hafta let her go
I could cry daily and clench my fists
she would be happy that I exist
regardless, regardless
i write a list of what to do
i check each thing off as if that could chase off these blues
still i spend hours reading my phone
scrolling and scrolling and feeling as if I'm all alone
we go for a walk I hold her hand
once again i find myself on solid land
waste a whole day watching shit tv
but those hours and hours they did not feel wasted to me
(chorus)
I'm looking in the mirror
trying to see what she sees
but all i see here
is the same old anxious me
I know there's something in me that I can't see cause...
(chorus)
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bloom
03:12
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We go on
What else can we do?
The flowers in my garden begin to bloom
I watch the blossoms drift to the ground
Damn I'm getting older. I'm getting older now.
And that was always true but now I have time to think
To think and think and overthink
My minds an overflowing sink
Of all that I miss. Oh how I long
I write a list another list of what I need to move on.
chorus:
I'm a spring baby, I'm a delicate flower.
My petals shaking I'm not immune
To the wind as it spins it's tearing me apart
I hope the sun will shine soon
If I'm a spring baby, let me bloom
I get so angry at the beauty in my yard
I'm exhausted of looking at myself so long and hard
Thinking I cannot compare
Thinking I cannot achieve.
Their pretty, their perfection. Oh GOD I need to breathe.
(chorus)
Another hour, more time
I will make it through this I will see the other side.
Another day, more time
I will make it through this I will see the other side.
Another month more time
I will make it through this I will see the other side.
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my haunted house
03:15
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never done
02:32
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Kaysy Conundrum Seattle, Washington
"Too pop for musical theatre, too musical theatre for pop"
My songs are theatrical pop ditties
with me & my piano. Some harmonies thrown in for good measure.
Used to do YouTube & now I'm attempting to make better sounding versions of new songs, old, as well as covers. This is for the fun of it will be "name your own price"so please don't feel guilty downloading for free.
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